Maybe being happy is not the truth and maybe being sad is not the truth either… It’s not the truth cause what made it, is not constant.
It occurred to me that death changes us, any death experience, not just ours, but when anyone we know dies a part of us dies, one of the ideas of death dies.
We refuse to see death as a transformation only because we can tolerate the idea of loosing, until we can’t, and we come to a moment, unless we change the way we think, we can’t live any more…
I thought about this line between the real world and the dream world.. And I asked what truly is a dream? It’s something we cannot perceive by our five senses. And what if you did? What if you could feel someone who had passed away? Isn’t that real?
Doesn’t that go beyond the impossible, cause living with the impossible is what really hurts, not the death itself, living with the idea that it’s impossible for you to see or talk to that person again, and we call things we cannot see any more dead, but we all believe in things we cannot see, and it’s more truthful than these little things that we can
Actually what lies on the the other side is not far from us right now, it’s already merged with our world, we only need to understand and connect with it… Maybe there’s no a happy feeling or bad feeling, maybe it’s another discrimination we grew up with as many others.
It’s the weirdest thing that you know god is speaking to you when even if it’s saying something that you refuse or hate, you’re still comforted and feel okay, but you know it’s not god or your good sense of things, when you feel bad about things that goes with what you want or with what’s right. I mean the right thing could be said in too ways; a way that feels good and another that feels bad, the first one you can do, the other you can’t, and you are left with its torment somehow…
I once read that “don’t expect the devil to be waiting for you by the doors of a bar, but expect it to be waiting for you by the doors of a mosque, a church or a temple”
How can divinity be disguised somehow, and can delude you for many years, I had such an encounter… And learned to go with my intuition ever since…
God bless all of you and I wish you well